Dai-Azaiwa

As the leaves are falling, Still I am sitting, Waiting, wondering. Why are you gone? Who was really wrong? The sun setting on the horizon Gives a glimmer of hope, Reflecting on the water's edge Onto the auburn leaves above my head. This world seems so cold, With winter's chill on my back. Do you remember these days, Or have they faded to black? Spring is coming, Life blooming anew. But no amount of tears Can bring me back to you. With summer's heat ahead And spring still in your step, I worry myself again; How many more years until you remember my death?

Promises, you cannot keep; Lies you speak, So bittersweet; Believing you, so I may sleep; Your unkept promises make me weep...

Which is worse Kill your emotions and follow logic, or quell reason and follow one's heart? The problem lies in the fact that the mind and heart do not see eye to eye I can't live with Myself anymore I being the person, body, physical Myself is the mind, external, mental And the toll all goes to the spirit.

I smudged my rose-colored glasses the other day, and as I took them off for cleaning, I saw the world, and myself, for what they truly were. This world is full of filth and lies, thieving, sneaking individuals, cutthroats and users... Myself, as I stood in the mirror, I saw nothing more than a pathetic creature, staring back One who lives off the souls of others, their sacrifices feed his happiness Staring through that portal to the depths of my soul, I saw what I tried to hide, that who I really have been is nothing to be proud of Hopeless romantic? Please, that's sugar-coating for a fiendish person who loves nothing more than to corrup

They say that light and dark, Eternally quarreling, always at war, Are forces unseen. Equally balanced, you cannot tip the scales So maybe thats why I'm never at ease. You trade white for black, Newborns for a heart attack, But you are never allowed to pick; Somebody always gets the short end of the stick. Shitty some may say, But never forget, Its my darkness that lights up your day.

To hide away from the pain, I hide a piece of my heart. And though it's locked away The beating will never stop. You've earned a place in this heart Hidden deep within, Perhaps this time you'll stay, For I'll die should you leave again.....